My Dream - Glass House

 I really can't believe this will be my 4th blog, This is the most I have ever written other then on my facebook. I've been wanting to write it for weeks but i've been distracted lately. It's Mostly why my blogs are very few and far in between. I've been doing alot of learning, growing and changing, and I mean a huge change. I think I will write about it one of these time's but right now i'm only at the beginning. It's kind of scary but exciting at the same time, Something i've been working on and wanted to do more often, I'm not going to say yet lol, only that It's another way for me to help others. ♥ 

I also have been learning from last week is to think about myself while helping others since I have been getting sick more then I usually do. Which stops everything, then I get frustrated because I have to focus on myself, I don't like that lol. But I have to think of it as, that I want my journey to last for a long long time so I have to start behaving and taking better care of myself :)

Because of this I have slowed down a lot. Which has also made me start to think about what are my dreams, what are things that I need to work towards and what do I want to accomplish in life. It's amazing how much stuff come's to you when you finally start to pay attention to yourself. 

One that I want to share, is working at Seattle's Children's Hospital. I was thinking more with kids who have cancer, either a nurse or someone to spend time with them with games etc or anything  that I could help with. I really feel that is more of a calling for me. After my little Journey that I had a little while ago, it was a huge eye opener that it could be maybe something I could do, just to help the kids have a better day or someone that is there for them to talk too, too helping children cross over. One negative thing about it is, it will be a hard job. 

Which is weird how i'm thinking more into it, I have always wanted to work with sick children ever since I was in High School, I just never had a chance to chase it because of my illness. It's Something that I also have to remind myself about because a full time job would be extremely hard. I can have a few good days in a week but the rest I can barely get up out of bed because i'm weak, exhausted or sick, these days seem to be a little bit of a struggle. It's a little bit of alarming to me, Even though I pray every night to give me strength just so I can do the things I love, If it's from working in the hospital, working at a shelter, or to working with kids in homes. It reminds me of My Biggest Goal in life, it is so Beautiful, I've had it ever since I was in 2nd Grade. For me being a kid at the time to have a dream like this, to even think of something like this at the time amazes me and shows how big of a heart I had when I was young.

                                                                 

                                                                      ~My Dream~

Ever since I was born, I have been an extremely lucky girl to grow up in Montana, it is so Beautiful and a State everyone should visit. There are So many wide open spaces and breath taking scenery's, wild animals and barely a noise. It's a place where you can really find yourself within seconds just by spending time with yourself at one of these amazing spots we have. There is one spot that is my favorite, I go too it often when I just need a break or somewhere I can be alone to just think and really connect, ground and catch myself again.

There is also a huge creek/river that runs along this area and When the sun goes down, it leave's sparkle's in the water, It's basically Heaven on Earth.

Everytime I go there, It take's me into a whole different world, It's almost as if my Dream is already real when I close my eye's. What it is, is to build a Glass house and I want to adopt many Kids and many Handicapped Children  ♥  

Last year broke my heart into millions of pieces seeing so many children needing a home or someone to love them. I Broke down knowing that even parents would give up handicapped children because they weren't perfect or they were a burden to them. It brings me into tears just thinking of it.

Anyways The reason why I pick a glass house and this area in front of the hills, because when the sun come's up or starts to go down, it become's a beautiful place where Not even words can describe it. I also want to raise Miniature animals for the kids :)

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This is my dream spot taken in front of the hills.

And These are the hills, where the sun is going down and lighting them up.

It's a huge dream that is very close to my heart

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Before I end this, I just want to say, that If you have a dream, a Dream that may seem like it's too big to come true, Never ever give up on them. Always keep them alive in your heart because you never know if this Journey that we call life, will make it come true. 

It's exactly what I do ♥